10 days after New Year
It's been 10 days since 2017 came in, I haven't been able to post new posts because most of the dramas that I have watched are still on going. These are the list of dramas that I'd be posting about once completed:
- Goblin
- Legend of the Blue Sea
- Weightlifting Fair Kim Bok Joo
I know this dramas had been the top 3 so far. For the meantime, while I'm still waiting for the new episodes, I'm currently watching School 2015: Who are you. The story is a bit common to something that I've seen before so it's not that unique. But the fact that the leading actor of WFKBJ is present in that drama together with a cast from Goblin which had a very interesting development of character made me watch it.
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I've been really confused lately, a question keeps on popping on my mind, "Do I really want to stay here and work?". I don't want to regret anything, that's why I'm using all the time that I could to decide. Though, people around me are telling me what to do, I still think its best to know what I wanted first. This got to be the hardest decision that I have encountered so far. This will decide on what kind of future that I'll be making and whom I will be making it with. Sometimes, I feel like I wanted to stay and sometimes not. I keep on changing what I wanted from time to time, I just can't decide. It's too hard for me to decide.
I sent to many copies of my curriculum vitae and had several interviews. I will be starting my training tomorrow at Decoratek, if they still want me though. I was informed that my training should be starting today, I was so startled about it since I slept so late. I hope its convenient for them. I'm really nervous starting over with someone else hoping for me to do good. I had disappointing everyone around me. Change is definitely nerve wracking. I hope I could make it out alive tomorrow and not embarrass myself. It's not my first job here, I had one before and lasted for only two days for some reason. I was like an assistant in a casino, the casino was small, it was just like a house, I was also nervous but it's different now. Maybe because it's a huge company.
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